X'-mas is coming soon,but the majority of people's lives were bothered by the bad economy crisis. the businesses had closed down everywhere, even it decreased much much more % of hiring; it's hard for people to their desireable jobs. some people like me had stupid degree but couldn't find a fuckin job over months. For God Sake who should I blame on? Just hoping the economy will change a bit better in next year.....

 

在感情上我真的累了,我不想再让自己去花时间想你在想什么,很多时间都是我在想要怎么做能让你开心,甚至为了你而改变了我自己...最终我明白这不是我想要的结果...我想...这一切就顺其自然吧,我也不强求什么了...我是不是该给自己一些机会呢,也许吧

happy bday to myself...

i wish all my dreams will come true...wish all the ppl that i loved is going to have happy life ever...wish today is a special day for me~~i dont really like to remind ppl on this day, cause it reminds me that im getting older,but i did not getting wilder in my life. ppl who spend many yrs of friendship w/me were gone 1 by 1.  so what? im goin to have my own life from now on. a new life that will fulfill my life w/ new friends and social lifestyle.

wish me good luck ba~~

p.s. at this moment, i realized my parents are the most important persons in my life. their love is so treasure and selfless to me. they made me to understand 1 point, no matter what happened, they are always stand by their child and support her, give her full of love and trust. i promise myself i will try my best to filial piety them in future as much as possible~~thxs mom,love you so much~~